The story of my life

Love

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 23:22:11 GMT

Ever find someone you thought could be a possibility? Not a possibility of like a long life lover, but just someone that could make your days brighter? I found someone that makes me feel special.... however i'm afraid that he is really interested in one thing. I'll deal with that one for now though i guess. At least I'm happy spending time with him.

Last day of classes was today. I was very excited. Finals start up next week, i only have one thank god!!! And one paper to hand in. I know next semester will be much harder. I have 19 credit hours to take. actually 20 by the time i'm done.

Well my arms hurt to much to keep typing, I'll catch you all later.

I'm outtie
SK

Updatation

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 05:11:33 GMT

I'm so sorry that I haven't written in here in so long.

You seriously think college gets easy..... yeah um no. Its so hard here sometimes. Like Sept. thru Nov I was spending 4-5 hours in the library just to finish homework.

Who cares anyway. I'm living it up here. I have the greatest roommate ever. I have the greatest friends. And the best fun. How could it get any better?

I'm coming home soon... Either the 13th or the 15th of Dec and I won't leave to go home till Jan 21st... how awesome. An entire month off to relax and do as I need to.

Next semester count on me not being there hardly ever. Its so packed full, I'm taking 19 credits... still have more to grab, but I'm trying. I will be going strong from 9 -5 everyday. I don't care its my goal to grad in three more years with two degrees. Let's see if I can do it.

I'll write more tomorrow since I will actually have time.

Keep the love in your life.

I'm outtie
SK

Yeah Yeah Yeah

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 19:43:18 GMT

I know, I never have time to write in here and tell you what is going on... but its college what do you expect.
I do nothing but go to class, do homework, and party. How much better can it get...? Honestly it can't.

Nothing much to say other than i miss my girls back home.

I'm outtie SK

Alls well in potsdam

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 13:49:10 GMT

So...
my birthday went well thanks to some friends who brought me out the night before to their cottage and threw me a personal private party. Oh yeah, I got trashed, woke up the nice sounds of birds, and lovely creature, went for a speed boat ride, paddle boating, fishing sun tanning, played video games... yeah it was great. All because my friends love me, and wanted to give me something for my birthday.
The rest of the weekend wasn't so bad either.

So the new hip hop team Bear Minimum isn't bad,... Pierre has awesome choreography, and music. Love it?! then after practice went and saw the 40 year old virgin,,, woot woot that was a funny movie.
Who goes out on a wends. night? Hannah, Jenn, Nicole, Andrew, Ashley and Me... went out to backstreets, but the damn bouncer didn't want to let us it, but thats becuase sara wasn't bouncing, its even better because the bar was dead. So the groupies and i went to the Bagelry, good times there. On the way back it starts to sprinkle out so Tee Tee says the obvious... "Hey look it sprinkling!" Hannah replies "OoO Chocolate sprinkles or rainbow?" Wow, i know she was only kidding but still...
Then last night, Hannah, Jenn, Jen, and I go out. We hit up Promo, but it was really dead and weird there so we were like whatever and left. Well Danialah was there at promo and decided to leave with us, god i missed her. We went to the soccer house, but there was a cop that was waiting to bust some people so we kept walking headed toward ZN, but I called jeff and he was hey, meet me on the corner and you guys can come on up. So we did... yet again i had a really good night. I got drunk, really drunk. Woke up for class at 6 in the morning and i'm oh man am I still ever drunk. Meanwhile I had been up till like 3 in the morning drinking.... teeheehee, binge drinking is funny especially when you go to class still drunk, and you answer everyone of the damn teachers questions right. God I love that stuff.
But i'm going to get more sleep for Evolution, because i actually want to go to that class. Night everyone.

I'm outtie
SK

College is Important

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 04:57:20 GMT

Sorry I haven't updated in a few days.
So alot has happened, the party was awesome,... We got a little tipsy i must say. We looked mad cute too, I'm telling you what. Then we had to come back to campus because Nicole's dad was dropping off her bike so she could ride it around campus, it was funny as hell because he was going up north to drink with friends. So yeah, we ended up going back to Oliver's apartment, some guy we met at the party, and Nicole got laid... Happy Birthday Nicole. Then saturday night, Hannah, Courtney ( Hannah's Friend), Nicole, Anna (Nicole's best friend) and I went out again. This time we went to ZN instead of going to SigEp. Well, Hannah, Court, and I weren't in the mood to party so after one beer we left.So we left Anna and Nicole to fend for themselves. Roberta and the rest of the gang ended up have a BSA dance party that I got dragged down to till one in the morning, which wasn't bad. Then I went to bed, thank god, after a weekend like that, I needed sleep.
I wake up to hear about how nicole got trashed and had to be carried back to her room, how she was throwing up all night in garbage cans and shit. But she met this guy at the party who lives on campus. So yeah that was fun. I dunno, now they are going getting close, which is where she is at right now. Andrews. Lucky bitch, she gets all the guys. Its okay, I still love her.
So tonight, after typing some of Dee's papers up, I decided to go to Nicoles room, fell asleep, and when I woke up because my room mate wanted to scare us, we went to dinner, came back and boom. Sparatic idea, decided to go over to pete's place which is like a place where we can play fooseball, pool, air hockey, and ping pong. It was cool. All you can play for a dollar too. It wasn't bad. Ashley and I kicked ass at foose ball, then we switched partners, and Andrew and I kicked ass... it was sweet. What can I say. If you go to potsdam college you are bound to have fun. I think its meant to be like that in every college though. Its amazing , i'm serious.

I'm going home next weekend, the weekend of the 17th. Its no big deal. But I wanna go home and see my family, my room and my animals. I miss all that stuff. My room mate is pretty cool too. She's going to go with me. If I can figure out how to pics on here, I will post them for you. So yeah. She's sweet though. We get along well thank god. Cause we have no extra rooms. Especially since we just took in some of the New Orleans kids. We have a bunch staying in some of the frats, and some staying in our lounges, I feel bad. But there is a fund raiser at the bar. If you can make it to Potsdam this friday, from
8pm to 11 pm you can pay three dollars to get into a bar, and all monies collected goes to the hurricane victims. Every dollar helps, so if you can make it come. 8pm to 11pm at the backstreets bar.

Well thats about it, manny is coming over again to watch t.v. or whatever.
So i'm going to go relax so i can fall asleep eventually.

I'm outtie,
SK

Yes, College life is good

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 11:39:18 GMT

Yes, College life is good.
I study almost every waking hour but hey, if you want the grades you are going to have to do something to get them. But other than that, All that knew that Nicole and I were making a blanket for Chris's 22nd birthday in syracuse colors, (he loves cuse), well he loved the blanket too. Jeff and Justin ended up making burgers on the grill what an experience that was, so we had dinner with them. It was fun. They invited us back for friday night, Nicole and I are definetly going. This party is supposed to be even better then the last. But Hey, Nicole and I practiced Behyrout(sorry dont know how to spell) while we did our laundry yestertday. It was amazing what practicing could do for you.

So we went to walmart yesterday to find a cute shirt for tonight. What success. It was fun, Jenn and Christina went with us, although they went shopping for other things, it was still fun to have them around and laughing at us. SO yes we have shirts, and are planning on having lots of fun tonight.

Well, I have to get to class.

I'm outtie, SK

New Classes, New experience, New Life

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 04:31:24 GMT

Interesting things happen in a new enviroment.
Classes started today which is okay, at first i was scared but as soon as i got settled in my seat, I was okay. The only bad part was running from Flag Hall to Maxcy hall, which if you don't know the campus... Flag is on one end of the campus and Maxcy is on the other end... in the corners. So to make it there in ten minutes is like completely impossible...

but hey i can't update manny just got here and he wants to chill and watch t.v. and then he's gonna stay the night... so yeah... later
i'm outtie

I'm at potsdam....

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 19:13:51 GMT

Well hello all from Potsdam, I hope everything is fine at Watertown... I know I've only been here from about 10:45 this morning... but it takes awhile to move all my stuff in... it looks great and I have an awesome room mate ... she's new compared to the last name I posted up. Her name is Roberta, she's really nice... thank god.

But hey ,... I think I"m gonna mess with my other stuff... Later....

I'm outtie SK

Days before College life

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 19:35:06 GMT

Who said the days before moving into your new surroundings and college life was going to be fun?
Whoever said that is wrong... very wrong. I've had to pack and un pack so many boxes I've wasted like two rolls of packing tape just trying to get it all right. I feel as if I'm bringing way to much with way to many boxes... All I have for clothers are two small little rubber maid bins, and i mean small... and two small boxes in which my shirts and sweaters are contained.... that isn't alot. Not compared to a friend who I saw carrying Five large rubbermaids, and 3 medium boxes. So I guess I'm still on the small size.

However I did buy the greatest picture frames at walmart last night... and they are now filled with beautiful memories... so i hope they look great on the wall.... I so need more frames for more pics though
Eh maybe i'll buy some for my birthday which is right around the corner

But yes packing is a pain... don't wait three days before moving in to do it... make sure you start early future college kids

I went for an amazing motorcycle ride by myself earlier. It was just a stress reliever but it still did what i needed it to do. It was so relaxing and beautiful out. The sun was shining brightly, with a awesome baby blue sky, and cute puffy clouds. Georgous..... Yeah... Well I think thats it..

Time for more boxes...

I'm outtie
SK

Sweet Laptop

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 02:19:56 GMT

Yes, I am posting from my sweet laptop.... Its has a neat little printer, some ok speakers... but the notebook/computer itself is hookedup to the max... Its a huge 17 inch screen with a normal keyboard... you will literally have to see it to understand... if you go to gateway.com and look at the M680 model you will see what i have...

I also have a new phone... with a camera in it... I can also Text and Pix message all I want...:-D Its pretty nice

I dunno, I just feel spoiled what can I say... Its taken me all day to program the computer to the way I want it... Lets just hope it stays as nice... now all i need is something to download music that won't take up alot of space... and kazaa just isn't what I like or want... well let me know any ideas...

I'm too excited...
I'm outtie, SK

Penn State

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 16:43:46 GMT

So Yes, I've been all over the east coast... meaning like Ohio, Penn state, Conn... NEW YORK... I've also been to Wisconsin. My dad has been spoiling me rotten, I guess he's outta that mood swing now. Well I not have a 2000$ dollar laptop waiting for me at home, I can't wait to hook it up . It has all sorts of interesting hookups too. Thank god. But he took me SixFlags and this awesome hotel in Sandusky Ohio called the Wolfe Lodge, it had an inside Waterpark... yes i've been spoiled... no shopping spree yet... i guess I'm not that spoiled, I'm trying though.

But I wanted to tell everyone that I am much happier now. Things are going great. I still get mad at a few people here and there, but mainly I look on the brighter sides of things.... I'm going to a great college in NINE (9) days and I will be starting a new life the way I want it. I'm still have nightmares about college though,... I keep dreaming I will forget things, and I won't like my room mate... So I hope everything goes well. I'm sure I will make it work though. Let me know if you want to hookup before I leave and I don't mean that in a sexual way, I mean as in hangout and do something memorable... Monday is already taken mainly by Casie, But I plan to see Dani and EM before I leave too....

Well thats abotu it for now. I'll tlak tyou later.

No more Bitching

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 04:11:55 GMT

So after my posting the other day , things have turned to gold.

I have been complimented 15 times today, that 15 more than I have recieved in the past month. Not to mention he has gotten amazingly nicer... weird.

I'm leaving tuesday to go to Wisconsin and i won't get back until the 21st. So the leaves me the 22nd - through the 24th to pack and chill with friends before I leave. Casie has called the 22nd pretty much, and my mom claimed the 25th even though its not up there. So let me know if you want to chill.

I haven't talked to Jon in ,... well a long time. I guess thats ok, because i'm leaving shortly. Oh well, I don't know why I brought that up.

I finally came into contact with Shawn, the OL I told you about in a previous posting from P-Dam. I'm glad I finally got a hold of him.

Thats about all the exciting news I can think of to write..... I'll talk to you later.

I'm outtie, SK

The wordless sea says

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 16:48:12 GMT

So I haven't updated in awhile partially because i've been going through alot of shit that you all don't know about, others do.
But right now I'm going to fill you all in on some drama in my life.
So I'm sure you have heard of Darcy? She this women that used to work at the honda shop where I used to spend most of my time for my motorcycle and what not. Well shew as fired and started to hang out with my dad. Not that big of a deal at first, well she has two kids, Aaron (12 yrs old) and Logan (4yrs). She was a young teenage mom at the age of 18... so she has some things in common with me and what not at times so she is pretty cool. Well my father and her hang out 24 - 7 practically. At first it was cool, but its put a huge wedge between my father and I, and my mother and father. Basically my dad has turned into this crazy person that noone recognizes... Not only does he have the huge ego but he now has this 30 year old girl that gives him some bad influences...
So he not only gets moody but he practically just starts throwing fits yelling at every little thing, I pulled my hair up in a messy pony tail and he snaps and screams about it for half an hour. I talk to an ex boyfriend on the phone (jon) And I have to hear about for three hours about how worthless I am and how I screwed up my life spending my one month with him. It a bunch of bullshit. He makes my mother feel depressed and shit. Then Darcy has to open up her big fucking mouth about how I seem quite today and don't feel like talking or laughing at everything she says and he starts fucking whining about how I never ever talk to him and how I don't give him anything or something along that line. Pretty mich my life is a living hell ..... and I'm traveling all over the country to do work with him for him.... make sense. No because I've lost my best friend for him.... I probably did something to loose my ex to. Because right now.... I almost wish I kept the thing I had so that something kept me with my friends and people who were close to me....

My thirteen year old brother doesn't help much, he does everything in his power to get me in trouble so the next thing I know I'm waking up with bruises everywhere to show where last nights mascarade went on. I dunno maybe I am doing something wrong..... who knows

But when somebody goes out for a ride at 9 at night and stays out till 1 or 2 in the morning...what am I suppose to think.... your not having an affair? something is up... I personally think he is practicing for when I go to college.... so he can come spy on me and see if i'm at a party...... am I wrong? I don't think I am...

Then I have these horrible dreams, of someone I used to be close with and this girl practically throwing my life away in front of me... she's a huge slut and she does this stuff with him, and ugh its a huge mess... honestly all this stress and shit is just getting to me I think that is my problem I'm going to be leaving the only person that matters to me (my mother) with this sick sadistic man with a huge ultra ego that could blow and hurt her seriously. I'm hoping that once I leave everything will get better for her, and I won't come home just so she can have a happily ever after... that sort of sounds good for her.

Of course as I'm writing this I'm just thinking that everyone is going to read this and be like,...aww poor fucking sabrina's pitiful spoiled life is coming down on her... lets watch her fall and fail and never get up again.... i don't really know why I care what you think anymore.... i'm only leaving to go to college because nothing else matters here anymore...

I hope you can forgive me for not living up to what you want me to be. I want to have everything back to the way it used to be. When everything was happy. But in order for that to happen, I'm going to have to leave so you can carry on....

For the one who mattered the most, I love you and forgive me for what i'm doing.

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 21:10:57 GMT

I'm in love with someone that doesn't even know it....

Went to the mall with Casie,... some good laughs there... its been awhile since I have been out so it was fun. Stopped by danielles... funny stuff there... Her room is bigger then half of my house...

I dunno what else to say... don't feel like writing..

I'm outtie
SK

Stupid Slut

yay

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 08:35:04 GMT

so way for my new life to start....
is 4 in the morning i can't sleep because so much shit has gone down in the past week.... nothing major really until the past four days...

one event er well so far, i don't know what i'm doing.

another event just made me cry for two hours.... i'm so distraught about it that i actually got sick... unless thats just because of event number one,... but i'm being serious...i'm so pissed

Every time i find someone that I think will make a difference in my life, they do, but never in an outstanding positive way. Usually something negative follows it.

I don't know what i'm doing.

I really need to just close this chapter and start a new one. Like a whole new life.

I'm not going to be talking all depressed and shit much longer... sorry. I really am, I want only positive things in here, i'll try from now on.

I'm out
SK

and if you are ready this, and she knows who she is... keep out of my life, and my personal things... i don't like you

updating again

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 04:00:21 GMT

So i'm updating again.

Class Trip - Perfect
Class Day - Fun... kinda boring

From then on... Jon broke up with me... I graduated, had a grad party... blah blah blah... all those days are blank..... i only remember a few eventful days that aren't worth putting in here...

So onto Orientation.
I absolutely loved it...
I got there and of course I acted like the bitch i can be... because i can be stuck up even though i'm not. Then at night, it all came alive, and I realized what I am actually going to be involved in... My fave OL's out of the entire two days had this whole night events set up... it started off with Ice Cream, which I mainly hung with Jack through, and he laughed at my unknowingness of icecream... Ooo la la... what the hell type is that,... i dunno wanna know... sounds sexual. Anyways, then Jack, a guy named Kelsy and a fave OL Nick took us out to play V-Ball... fun then OL Steven King ( real name) joined, along with OL Shawn. Campfire with a game of hook up... its a trickier version of TAG. Then the best part... circle around the campfire and we played the clean version of 20 questions till 12 then it became X rated... loads of fun. Those are all the details i'm telling you because what happens at the camp fire stays at the camp fire. Well, that last till about 2 am, when we decided misquitos were too pesky to stay outside. about 12 people went inside to play when I helped OL shawn put the fire out... hung with him for awhile then made it to bed around 3:30 am to get about 2 hrs. of sleep. Because if you weren't up early enough, OL Shawn and OL Yanna took a blow horn and camera to you... YAY thank god i was up... after that, orientation was pretty dull except for picking on shawn and a couple other OL's...
Oh by the way OL means Orientation Leader.... incase you didn't figure that out.

So that's as exciting as my month has been...

I kept a boyfriend for a month and four days, then lost him. He's a great guy, and if any girl hurts him I swear i'll slit your throats while pouring acid in your eyes....

So my new life will begin shortly.

I'm outtie SK

Updating !?!?!?!?! Fuck I haven't I in forever

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 22:54:01 GMT

Wow, so alot has happened
Things have calmed down with everything that happened on the night i screwed up. I have my car, cell phone and i got prom back sorta.
Me and Jon are doing so great, no arguements, minor disagreements for about 30 seconds, nothing major.

Prom was simply spectacular, I got to ride in the limo with my parents following it. We went to sackets for dinner.Um... cute pics. Funniest thing that happened that night "You guys look gorgeous... HEY?! Nice THONGS?!".... some lady was complimenting us and my flip flops from old navy... Yes I wore flip flops... after spending money on my dress, hair, nails and makeup... i bought flip flops... I have almost three cameras of pics... so i have enough...:-D

My recital went well, everyone cried including me...:-( but thats good too, because that means i got the point across in my song.

Parents .... if you know the story then its getting worse....

Class Trip on thursday then Class Day, I'm so excited :-D

17 days until i graduated, how awesome is that. Then its Potsdam here i come.Wow, its almost tooo real.

OH YEAH!!! I'm so pumped, I recieved a !100! for my senior exit interview, how perfect is that. Hopefully that brings my GPA up about another 5 points, then I will be way up there. :-D... wow.

Ok, I think thats about all the news for now.

I'm outtie
SK

wow

Wed, 18 May 2005 22:10:18 GMT

I got myself into deep shit now.
One good thing... I'm with Jon. actually, thats a really good thing, I really do like him. A lot.

Ugh, I don't even want to type it because i'm sure you heard about it.

Ever since though I feel like Casie and I have pulled apart. I love the girl to death, i think i've just been way to upset about the whole ordeal to be a very enthusiatic friend... Sorry casie.

I'm outtie,
Sk

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 19:04:24 GMT

I was going to update something but I forgot.

Um, well i finished my paper just now.
My brother is still annoying as fu....
I heart my friends.... CASIE HAS THE GREATEST PICTURES EVER?!
My grandfather is still moving into the house...
Jon has got to be one of the greatest guys....
my friends are still the best...
i'm still off work...
i need more sleep....
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i want a ipod
i need more clothes
i need to lose another 20 lbs

i could keep going on forever, but i'm not going to

I'm outtie SK

Ugh, i'm in a better mood...

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 19:59:52 GMT

So after I went bowling, I got about 4 hrs. of sleep no big deal.. to my suprise however, i wasn't tired throughout the day,... and i didn't fall asleep during class...

Last night I got about another 4 hrs. of sleep, woke up before my alarm clock and went for a two mile run, exciting. Didn't really do much in classes....

The rents are supposed to be home with the G-rents... so i'm kinda anxious.

I got my 50 extra bonus points for my letter, exciting.
I'm working on my paper, i think it should be an ok paper, i hope i do really well on this one. I want a ninety at least.

Cocky ass brother pisses me off?! Fucking thirteen and he thinks he's 20 ugh...

I'm outtie
SK

I'm such an angel its sick.

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 21:06:37 GMT

OK, so i feel like bitching right now, but i won't, i'll be good.

Monday and Tuesday... school drag....
My shoulder is still fucked up....
I have no pay check because i can't work....

Parents aren't home from florida yet....

I have like three places to be friday - sunday... and i have to choose one... of course i'm going to be the nice person and do what is best for my parents.... obviously.

I can't wait to live my life the way i want to.

i feel like breaking down in tears for the simple fact of i feel helpless right at this second...

Fuck it, i'm not typing anymore, its not worth my time right now.

I'm Outtie
SK

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 23:50:25 GMT

I'm so sick of my brother being a fucking as and his stupid pity me act right now... he broke the coffee pot on accident,... he dropped a pan on it... and he's like yay what am i going to get for birthday 'buy me a new pot you dumbass' and i'm not going to get anything for my birthday because no one likes me and shit... he's on another one of his rampages... its like i'm the only that gets to here these things.
Thank god i'm going away to college and won't have to deal with it soon.

Other than that, i've done pretty much nothing except for listen to him bitch.
We go to the ranch everyday to make sure the horses, cats, and chicken have everything they need. So its noon and i'm like we need to go check on them, he threw a fit because he didn't want to go. So we get there and the horse all two pens need hay... he threw a fit, and i go they need water to. I don't want to give it to them he goes... So i turn to him, i was like fine no food and no water for you for the next two days and see how you like it... What an ass becuase he goes, actually i'd like it because i'm fat... Stupid fucker pisses me off. No matter what he persist to be annoying and angry.

i can't wait for casie to come back. I just want to hang with her, she always makes me laugh. I want her to go on one of the night crusade with Kris, Jon, Derrick, Meg, and I... they always make me feel wonderful every night.

I'll stop being a complainer now on this entry.

I'm outtie
SK

Simply Amazing

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 03:54:28 GMT

So, I was bored today... and after deciding yesterday that I wanted to do something better then cleaning and sitting on my ass around the house, i was going to go to the mall. Asi, I got up this morning and decided goingt to the mall would be some fun... I shower and what not, and call Jon up... and of course he's in because he can't really work on the car's interior in the rain. So i go get him... we walk the whole mall about 5 times... i buy some earrings... and see outfits that i need casie's opinion on,... so i'll go back later. Then we get a movie from Blockbuster and chill here for hours... i made a rather large dinner (sorry about that doll). We chill with my brother and the kittens. Then just lay on the couch dosing in and out and laughing and joking... I know, it sounds boring, but i'm glad we sat down and enjoyed eachothers company. Its been awhile since I have been this close to anyone...
But wouldn't you know it, while i'm at the mall, Meg calls me and says hey wanna party tonight... and i'm thinking well of course, but where with whom and how... come to find out-- she wanted to do that sneaky i'm at your place your at mine... I was completely for it because i haven't done something i'm not supposed to in awhile, but my 12 yr old brother gave me this look of i'll tell or something like that. So i didn't go... and neither did jon. Sorry Kris... I know you'll read this.

So that was my eventful evening... and those of you gossip people that read this... nothing happened.

I'm outtie
SK

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 20:27:54 GMT

You scored as Prep/Jock/Cheerleader.

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Drama nerd

44%

Ghetto gangsta

38%

Punk/Rebel

31%

Goth

31%

Loner

25%

Geek

25%

Stoner

13%

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Fri, 22 Apr 2005 13:35:11 GMT

So I woke up to the phone ringing today, and i guess it was some guy calling for my dads business. Then the phone rang again and it was my dad. He started bitching me out because I just woke up. He starts complaining about me going to bed at twelve and getting up at nine and how it ruins my morning and makes me feel like shit... no I feel like shit because of my allergies, and my fucking cold. I didn't think that was hard to understand. Not to mention I have so much pressure about cleaning the hosue because my fucking grandfather is moving up. What does he care, he has a nicely done and clean house. For christ sake, I have been waiting to start building the new house because my parents keeping putting everyone else in front of us. I kept telling them, I would be in college before then started working on it. Look who was right yet again. So yes he bitched at me, because apprently my brother answered the phone earlier and talked to him and i was asleep. So I woke up at seven previsouly and i didn't feel like being awake who cares. UGH I HATE WHEN PEOPLE WAKE ME UP TO BITCH AT ME FOR NO REASON.

On a good note, ron came over yesterday all smirky and shit, and he's like can I have your autograph, i'm thinking oh god what did i do that will get me in trouble now. He's all like you don't know and carrying on... well it turns out that the letter I wrote to the paper went in and everyone at his work read it and agreed to an extent and it was the big topic of the day. He works for the state... sadly enough i don't think the right people read it. If you want to read it I try to put it on my webpage or you can just read it on watertowndailytimes.com .. go to opinion link... and then scroll down to the letters from the people. Its entitled Leray should abandon maintenance ordinance, --4/20/05.... but yeah that made my night last night.

My MRI was rather interesting, alot of shaking, vibrating and noisy half an hour. My shoulder fell asleep, and when it woke up it hurt like hell. I haven't complained about my shoulder lately, but it really hurts. I never leave it in the sling because its my right hand, and without my right hand i'm incapable of doing anything. I find out my results on monday, so we'll see if I can go back to work or if i'm off for another month. I still have to go down to Syracuse to my Orthopedic there, and see what he says about it, if my should popping in and out will go away or if i'll live with a surgery... we'll find out next week... jk.

Other than that, i'm done bitching. I'm going to try and clean up the house and be in a better mood.

Outtie,
SK